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Armonia: Mirage College: Milo Update

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FML OMG I keep trying to get these done and I somehow find myself not wanting to-! I think it might be the fact that they are going to college? Idk, I feel like Milo and Tony are moving on to a different group entirely that I don't want them to be in but they need a college education so idk what to do. I won't get Tony's app done by the deadline, as some things have come up. Hell, I don't even have enough time to copy paste the old history here since I have to leave right now, so I will do that later. Last minute hiatuses are also a bitch, as school and college and driving and getting a job and eating healthier are starting to weigh down on me and I don't want to fucking do anything when I get home anymore. Last year I had enough energy to at least do one drawing before passing out, and now I just want to sleep all day, like I'm throwing away my life to the man and don't have the energy to do anything but what it wants and I am majorly stressing out. To add up onto that, my carpal tunnels in my right hand are starting to ache more and more, signalling I need to stop stressing my hand out so much with gripping a pencil or mouse or anything else I need to do what makes me happy, and it fucking depresses me, so have what I got done before I have to leave for probably a few days. I can check DA on mobile to answer important shit I guess, but for now I am leaving and not coming back until I know I won't be an asshole about all my growing problems, because if someone asks I will cuss and vent the shit out of myself and no one deserves to hear all that garbage coming from my sorry trashy self having a pity party in my brain. Again, sorry to the mods and other members and anyone who reads this, I will delete the description (and app art because I like it but it was rushed as fuck and Milo deserves better than that shit after how long I've had him. Tony does too, but he will have to wait. I'll probably end up having to re-submit him to teh college since I cannot do this right now I need a break from the stress) and make it better later, but holy fuck my back hurts and my head hurts and my hands hurt and I just want to sleep forever and not have to worry about being an adult.
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My Azailia is growing up and yet she's facing problems at this time? That won't do. I know that I'm younger than you and you're by bestie by I have one thing for you: You can do it. Depression can get to you yes sure; but still, you can do it. Honestly I'm still stuck in highschool with more work than I can possibly bare/get done, and that takes some getting use to (and a lot of dedication if you want to be a kiss ass while attempting A's) . You can do it Azailia and I believe you can do it. I'll be waiting for you :heart: